Looking back at it I can’t understand how I have been left behind my granddaughter tells me to get with the times but I can’t accept that life here in 2050 has to be so awful. I used to always love my life, the world that I lived in but now…I just don’t know. I knew how to work everything and I understood it, I had friends, I was able to go outside and get fresh air but now…?
To go for a walk you have to wear a mask the pollution is just that bad, technology is increasing everyday I just can’t keep up with it, friends…what friends? Everything you want now is in your house, you don’t need friends, you don’t need shops, and you don’t need anything.
If your hungry you just have to push a button on your fridge and the meal is there, if you need to buy anything you just do it over the internet, now there really is no reason at all for you to leave the house.
I go out every now and then; to have a look around, see what the world is looking like. The streets are usually bare with an odd person here and there, people don’t need to go out anymore, they sit at home in front of the T.V, why go out if you don’t have to they say!
When I was young you always wanted to go out, you wanted to see people, you wanted to go to the shops but now…that’s not the case. Everyone has changed so much. I can remember back to when I was young if you saw an old girl like me you would always help them, the kids now if they see me walking they almost push me over, not that there is many kids out now, the new thing is cyber station, game boys all those things you play at home, kids just aren’t like they used to be.
I guess there are a few good things that come from this, there is no crime anymore… really only because no one ever goes out. There is good health service now, if you have a problem you just have to hit a button on your wall and the help you need will be there. Our generations are so lazy now!
I used to look out my window when I was young and everything was green, the flowers were beautiful, yellow, orange, pink, and red. Now I look out my window and all I see is grey. Grey footpath, grey roads there are no flowers no grass…nothing. Our world is just full of grey black and white.
I walk outside…the streets abandoned, the play grounds lonely and cold, no one to talk to, and no one to see. The people in the shops just stare they don’t even wave.
It’s such a lonely world, I often think if I will be able to go on, no one to talk to, and no one to see. Always having things done for me never being able to feel independent again, would I be ok with that? I ask myself the question all the time I just can’t seem to get a clear answer.
I just want to be back in the time were the grass was green, you could see the sun shining and the kids playing at the play ground, you could walk down the street and have fresh air with people waving at you…I just want that time back. I want the world to be social again, without all the technology, without the pollution.
Its such a sad life…lonely…I just want to feel happy again, with the rest of my family and my old friends…maybe after this fabulous but lethal martini my pain will end and I will finally find happiness again were the sky is blue, the grass is green, the flowers are beautiful and were the world is full of colour again!
”Good luck to all out there I hope you feel happiness within yourself” (this will be the last thing that I ever yell to the world)
by Tiarne W